stay in or drop out?

[JMUduke]

I rushed in the fall, and it has been about 2 months now, and I am not so sure if I want to stay in my sorority. I enjoy the sorority, but I am not ecstatic about it. In fact, I am considering transferring because I am somewhat unhappy at my school. It is too big for me, and the emphasis is clearly on partying when I am not really into that too much. Although I have made friends in my sorority, I feel were I to transfer I wouldnt miss it too much. Next week is initiation, and I dont know what to do. I am not positive that I will be leaving, but i dont know if I should speak to someone or drop out, is it difficult to leave after initiation? Is it rude? I am really confused and saddened by this all, I admire the girls in my sorority but I dont want to be rude or offend them.

Please I'd appreciate any advice you have.
Thanks