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I lost my 16 year old cousin to suicide last christmas holiday, as shitty as it sounds, I did everything in my being to stay otherwise active, bascially I keep shit in, and don't really talk about how I'm feeling ever...you may be different, but by keeping active it kept my mind off of it, so it came in smaller portions for what might prove to be a little more extended period, but less abusive and/or destructive. I obviously don't know you're buddy, but consider that he wouldn't want you mourning over him, and stopping your homework and what-have-you. It's hard to do, it's real f---ing hard, but it must be done. I had to do it also when my most dear uncle died on Christmas day last year...still deal with that every day, but I survive, and stay strong....find your stronghold.
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