in an attempt to help my sanity by venting a little....
what does depression really mean? can someone be a really sad and then depressed? i know depression is a emotional and mental disease. but i personally feel like i am about to hit rock bottom. i dont want to get too personal, but i feel so sick right now. most of the time, the only way i can communicate with people is by being really solemn or just mean. sometimes its really hard for me to smile. i feel so dumb for saying this about me in a place as public as this. but since no one actually knows me, i feel somewhat safe. i just seriously need some sort of encouragement. this has been a battle of mine that has been building in the last two years. something happened then that totally changed me. i cannot get over it. how can i get pass this and get myself back?