Somewhat Conflicted
Although not a full on, living in his own hell, hoping that some day s/he will finally DIE just to get some friggin' PEACE!, insomniac...you're pretty close. My advice to you is to nip this problem in the bud before it gets severely out of your control. Don't ignore it, it won't go away... To make yourself feel better, find some people who scored a Lucky Bastard on this test and CURSE THEIR NAME! It helps, I swear.