Serious Problem

[ilovemyglo]

Okay, I am a 34 DD and have been for some yaers. I am thin, I wear a 5/6 but my boobs are the first thing people notice about me. They are huge. I can't find bathing suits, except in Florida, and I have to buy seperates. I can't wear but maybe two or three, because if they go behind my neck they hurt! I have huge dents in my shoulders from my strap marks. I wear two shirts to work to cover any possible cleavage and yet my boss mentioned today that even though he knows I am trying not to, and even though he knows I am not aware of it, if a taller man comes in he can see cleavage down some of my shirts, so I need to be more selective about what I wear.
Well I am thinking that I should get reduction. Everyone always wishes they had bigger boobs it seems, but it is all people notice on me. My friends and family all tease me, which doesn't really bother me anymore, I am used to it, but I hate that it is the #1 consideration I have for buying clothes, or going places. I just need a miracle. I am so ready to cry. This sucks. Why can't I just be normal?