whitedaisy128... i feel like i relate so much with you. I thank you for sharing as well. My Dad was diagnosed with a form of liver cancer a month before I left for college. He has been getting at home interferron (spelling?) treatments, and it's been incredibly..rough. His diagnosis is a major reason I did not rush my freshman year... but your story makes me feel like it's now a major reason why I should now. I pushed a lot of friends away in the thought that this was something I needed to deal with on my own... and I shouldnt bother others with bad news.... but now I realize how much I need support.
My dad wants me to be more focused on school,(and not so much on him) and be doing all of the things i had always thought my college experience would consist of. I have friends here, but often I feel like I am completely alone, and I have no one to go to when things get difficult, or scary. Did you feel like this before you became a sister? I just cant explain to you how much I am touched by the sheer love and support your sisters showed you, and it moves me so much, that I feel honored that I could be apart of something as wonderful....
thank you so much for sharing....
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