Depressed- Thoughts running through my brain

[AlphaSigLana]

I feel so depressed. I wish i were dead. I hate my life. I hate myself most of all. this past year at college Ibegan to binge eat , but I sought help, but it is starting again. Tonight I was craving something sweet so i went ot DQ. Well who was in front of me, but a girl from the hs i went to my freshman year. SHe was miss popular and she is even prettier now. She was there with her boyfriend. I felt like a loser for going to DQ by myself and fat so I decided to go to TCBy. Well a girl who is younger than me from the high school Iwent to works there. I'm sure she was thinking i was pathetic for going to get ice cream by myself especially when i am fat anyway. I am so ugly. I am plain too. I am not very smart or creative so i don't know why God created me when i have nothing going for me. I just needed to get this all out.