frustrations

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I am writing this in hopes that someone feels the same way I do and get some insight about what to do. I just went through at a university with 4 sororities, and there has been so much drama it's crazy. Our pledge class has 31 girls, which I know is really big. Anyways, I will be classified as a senior next semester, and feel like I am expecting so much because I want to experience it all before I graduate in august or next december. Our Sorority is so split up, so many girls don't talk to each other, or fake being nice, and talk about each other behind there backs. We don't ever do anything together as sisters, and there alot of the older girls that I have never even spoke too and they have never approached me. Me and one of my sisters have been talking alot lately and she is even considering quitting because it's not like it used to before, so many cliques, no meaning to sisterhood anymore, dues are getting crazy and starting to wonder what they are really going for since we still pay alot afterwards for everything else...I don't know, it just makes me wonder.......I really came into this thinking that I was going to gain some friends that will last a lifetime and this is not what I am getting out of it....any suggestions?? has anyone been in the same position before with their sorority??