I want to rush again!

[SuperXO]

Has anyone else ever wanted to go through rush again, knowing what you know now? I wouldn't want to end up in a different sorority, of course, though if I did, I know I could be happy in any NPC group, but I mean, I want to go through with more strategy.

I guess it's kind of like those posts that talk about rush in the south where they do prepare more and get consultants and stuff. But, when i went through rush, I was clueless. I knew enough to dress nice and be well-groomed, but mostly because I wanted to, not to impress the girls. in fact, I don't remember ever considering getting turned down, especially by the house I really wanted. i didn't even think about the members discussing me. I don't know why, I guess I was just an especially clueless rushee. Anyway, I want to do it again, so I can see how it looks to rushees and really think about what is impressive and what isn't. I feel like totally blank about those times and that's kind of a hindrance when you are on the other side trying to figure out how to but your best foot forward with the rushees that are coming.

Anyone else like to do it again? or have some other part of sorority life they would like to do again (like initiation, I wish I could remember more of my own. I know the ritual backwards and forward, but I forget a lot of what I was feeling at specific moments of my own initiation)?

Oh, and please excuse my lack of new NPC terminology in the first paragraph! It take too long to type the other words!