desperately need help
Hi. I've been snooping around these boards for awhile, but this is my first time posting here. I know this is posted about alot, but I desperately need help about it, and this is close to my last resort. I'm in a sorority (not going to say which one or where...) I'm a junior at my school and pledged my sorority my freshman year. I didn't really go in on my own. My roommate and another friend from home were doing it, so I figured, why not? My roommate went to a differnet sorority than mine, and after leaving recruitment and then coming to my sorority house with me my other friend joined mine with me.
Since about early October of last school year I have thought about quitting. I just don't feel connected with alot of the girls. I do have my 2 or 3 really close friends that I know will support me with whatever I choose to do, but I just don't know what to do about it. Whenever I'm at sorority meetings or chapter or anything, I can't get the idea of leaving the chapter out of my head. My chapter isn't one of the "bottom-feeders" at my school, but it is close to it, and our numbers are dropping lower each year because of graduation and low COB numbers. I lived in the house this past year and it was nice being close to people, but i still dreaded most every meeting. Now that I'm going to have an apartment off campus, I will want to go to even less. It doesn't help that my roommate is the girl that joined with me and is now almost die-hard into the sorority. Also...the money thing is going to start to get hard now that I'm adding rent and groceries to the list of bills...
ANY help would be SOOO greatly appreciated. I have NO idea what to do and go back to school in 2 weeks. I want to get things figured out before then if I could
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