Can Someone help me with my problem

[LuV_mE]

I dont know if everyone understands what a "cutter" (not sure of other names)
but it is like I am trying to stop but for some reason I can't, I really cant recall how I started but its like (i am 16) my mom is a drunk so she has so many personalities and it's a lot to deal with by myself and everytime I say I wil never do it again She pisses me off Soooooooooooo much.

everyday I wear jackets so the marks arent visable, I cant really talk to anyone because I hate those looks of PITY I have --no clue how I can stop

I remember when I first started I was Like , "I can stop when ever I want to"
I thought it wasn't that harmful because i used a razor blade a clean one eachtime and I don't cut too deep and it's not like I am harming anyone else, but everytime you look at TV you see that it is harmful.

ANYWAY i just wanted advise on what I should do I thought asking a stranger is easier than asking family friends or someone at school
my friends know about it but it isn't much that they can do that i can't and every Woman of Delta Sigma Theta I have met has been nice so I thought this would be a place I can ask for help.

Thanks So much