ok, so should i go see my ex boyfriend for one night as he's coming back from being shipped out to i don't even know where. he flies into baltimore, and he wants me to be there when he gets off the plane and then just go back the next day b/c his flight home to CA is the next afternoon. i WANT to, but i dunno. the ticket is only $154.......i haven't seen him in a long azz time........but this is the air force ex who's used and abused and i doubt he's worth the $154......but i can't help but want to go.
someone talk me out of this or tell me to just do it. the whole time before he left we were talking, the whole time he's been gone we've been talking....and a lot of things SEEM to be worked out, but there's still BS. i wanna see him, but i know if i see him....esp the first night he's back..... <porn music plays softly in the background>.......and i don't wanna deal with all that right now.
arg. tell me i'm an idiot and get it over with.