I've been a member of an NPC org for over a year now and at first I really enjoyed it. But since I've been initiated, my big sis doesn't talk to me anymore, I find it difficult to relate to a lot of the girls just because we have different backgrounds, the energy during rush is non-apparent as so many are apathetic, and even though I try to get involved, I get looked over for any leadership positions.
I try to get involved when I can and am hoping that living in will help get rid of some of these doubts, but it's difficult when a lot of the girls I talk to have the same doubts. I guess I just expected more out of sorority life, find girls (maybe not all of them) who were like me and cared about their house (traditions, getting involved, etc...)
I wish that I would've joined another org and I can understand the rule, but it's kind of disappointing that I can never reverse my decision and join another org, even if it's as an alum and not active (b/c there's another glo out there that I really admire).
There's nothing else I can do besides make the best out of the situation because I'm not a quitter. But I'm just wondering if any of you have had the same thoughts as me or even if you haven't, if you have any words of encouragement? Feel free to pm me and thanks in advance for your help
Doubts
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