I hate finals week
So I found out last thursday that I'm missing like 45% of my grade and might not graduate. I'm still walking though. Just get that D. I can fake my way into a grad school. I'm going for film, they can't be that hard to get into if I play my cards right in the next couple years, but this week stresses me out so bad, I have a project that I still have to print out on my roommates computer AND a final exam thanks to Professor Lostbrain McDipshit. I still haven't slept, and that other exam I need like a 100 to get a D in the class. (where the expletive withheld volunterilly is my motivation for that?) Oh yeah, I need to stop by the registars office to get summer school that pisses me off. I already have a Job, I'm just trying to make some money so I can finance independant films. I haven't slept yet, thanks to people watching Kill Bill with me and my own damn fault too I guess for watching it and for waiting until the last day to do project, but I am bipolar and go ape shit when I'm under pressure. I need to be on a steady regimen of adderal though, so I can focus my energy to positive ends. Otherwise I'd just go nuts and break shit. i can pass out for two hours now peace
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