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hate your chapter....
have any of you ever been in a situation where you just hate your chapter? where you feel like you are compromising yourself just by being inside you house?
i honestly am sick to my stomach right now. i dont want to be here. i dont want to see anyone from my chapter....it's sad that the only nice thing i heard tonight was from my friend in theta chi; he said i could stay at his house tonight because he knew how upset i was.
i give 180% and i never get recognized....the sad thig is that i am ok with that. recognition is not why i do things. lately i have heard from some of our pledges that they notice that i dont get as much respect as i deserve---a pledge notices it. what is wrong here? in the last 2 weeks i have noticed the truth in what is bringing my house down, and it is evident by the actions that have taken place.
anyway, it is late and i need sleep.....who knows what tomorrow will bring, but i dont think i will let it be peachy
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