HELP!!!!!!!!

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Hey sorors and sisterfriends! I have a problem! I am engaged and have been for around 6 months. I am not sure if I am ready to get married! Last month, I gave my life over to Christ and I don't think he wants me in such a close relationship at this moment. I have been dating him for over 2 years and love him dearly.He has not given himself to Christ in the way that I have. I don't think this is a problem, but some things he see as being o.k, I see as being wrong. I am finding myself and I find it hard to do it with someone else. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to lose him. But, I must do what I know I HAVE to do! I am not explaining myself well, I know. I am just so stressed out. It seems as if satan will not stop trying to interfere with our relationship. Have any of you ever dealt with this or can you offer advice? Thanks in advance for your help! To my sorors skeeeeeeeeeeeeee-weeeeeeeee!