the past few weeks, guy smiley has been seriously talking about getting married. so serious that yesterday he said that he wanted to look at engagement rings.
i was like 'holy crap, this cant be happening'. well tonight, we were at the mall and he HAD to go to the jewelry store. he didnt tell me where in the mall he was going until we got there. anyway, we get in the store and suddenly i cannot breathe. everything immediately gets hazy and it is as if i am floating with him to the counter. the saleslady takes out the ring and from there, my mind goes blank. it is like i am in a dream. the voices i hear around me is not making sense. then the lady and guy smiley wants me to try on the rings. suddenly i cant get my hand to stop shaking long enough to put on the ring. when i do put it on, it lasts for all of a second. cause i am so nervous with this beautiful ring on my finger. i dont wear any rings, so to see this one nearly sends me into shock. the entire time i cannot say a word. all i actually say is that 'i like the ring'. i have always dreamed of the moment of marrying my guy smiley. but now i feel like i am not in my own body and this is all just a dream. we wouldnt actually get married until i am about to graduate college but it is as if everything is taking off so fast.
we have been together for over two years though. it was a very unreal experience
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