i am so confused!!!!!!

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aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

i dont know what is going on between me and my boyfriend. we were really happy together and everything was fine. but then my parents started getting in the way, cause they dont like him and begged me to break up with him. our relationship is sorta forbidden. so we talked about it and decided to just be friends. my mom still doesnt like it cause she thinks that being friends isnt possible. but i kicked and scream (not literally) and she finally backed off. however, things never changed between me and my boyfriend. we still have a really close relationship. we dont spend nearly as much time together like we used to. but the times we are together, it is really nice. he still refers to me as his girl. but its hard to think that cause we havent talked about 'us' since we decided to be friends. i am scared to bring the topic up because i think i will hear something i dont like. am i making too much of this? i just want to know where we are. help me!!!

i want a guy and girl persepective.