So I just got word that my "rush crush" didn't return to our theme night party. I'm so sad because I REALLY wanted her... is it bad that I am hoping that she dropped out totally so that she can be COBed by us.
I don't know why I do this every year, well at least I have for the last two years... I get these "rush crushes" and not one of them come back to us, why do I do this to myself???
Oh well, at least this is the last year that I will know the ladies going through recruitment. I have a really hard time letting go and I kind of wish that I had not gone alumnea last year because I think that I could have influenced her to return if I had been able to speak with her at last night's party, but I couldn't
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Well I have to go to sleep now. I have to work from 9 until 5 and then get ready for the last night of recruitment. It won't be as special knowing that she won't be experiencing the thrill of hearing herself introducted by Julie to the sisters of Alpha Gamma Delta but... oh well.... it will workout for the best in the long run...
There is some hope left that either she a) had a family emergency (but seeing how I work at the ER and didn't see her, I don't think so, at least not here) or that she felt so much anziaty (can't spell) about not going anywhere that she dropped all (even though she is a leg. at one and has a very high GPA)... I don't know, I feel really bad that I am hoping for something to have kept her from all...
Okay enough rambling, I will leave with a prayer request (nomatter what God you pray to) Theta Upsilon will be having their fourth pref tomorrow (or today Saturday) so please pray for our sisters as they deal with the joys and sadness of recruitment and that the ladies going through recruitment follow their hearts and not the pressure of recruitment in their decisions tomorrow night.
Night sisters everywhere and I pray that we all continue to follow and live up to the purpose and share this wonderful purpose with others.
Loyally in,
Rush Crush
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