My bed is so much better when T is in it.....I'm not gonna say his name for fear of one of my buddys on here saying something

but I can't help it... This guy has been with his girlfriend for the better part of a year, but I've known him for 10 years.. He knows how I feel about him, and he felt that way too (my timing is impeccable, I told him as he was getting with his current gf

)... Anyway, I waited too long and definately can't say anything now... But I hate it when he comes over to sleep with me (i.e. sleep in the same bed, that's all) and then he's gone... It's like

Yeah, I dig this

and then

Big empty spot in my bed

.... Just a girly rant (more like a longing then a rant I guess)...
Edited to add: Wow, abuse of smilies...Sorry guys!!!