Help get me out of my funk

[anon1997]

Hello all!

I recently rushed at a very competitive SEC school and had a successful recruitment. I got a bid from my first pick but I am now feeling very... off about it. I came from the West Coast where Greek life is nothing like it is down south. I had no preconceived notions about any of the chapters at my school and made it a point to not listen to tent talk.

I was preffed by three houses and narrowed down my top two choices. One of the houses I liked since day one and the other had grown on me. However the house that had grown on me had a very emotional pref ceremony that made the two houses almost impossible to rank. Before voting I didn't really reflect at all because I was so tired and sick and the day had so many delays so I ranked the house I liked all week first.

I of course got a bid from my first choice but for some reason I feel like I made a mistake. I do like the house but they are very disorganized and have not reached out to new members well. I feel awful feeling this way because they were my first choice every round and I know so many other girls who were dropped or got their last choice.

Any advice? I really don't know what to do...