Rushing...again

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So, I rushed for this past fall as a freshman and on bid day, I ended up not getting a bid to the house I wanted and was having second thoughts about it. I dropped after thinking about it for a decent amount of time. One of the most important deciding factors was the possibility of transferring schools after this year. I want to rush again at the school I'm considering but it's a very competitive southern school and I'm worried about what it will be like. I don't know anyone in a sorority from that school and I'm also the first in my family to have an interest in greek life, therefore lessening the odds of me being offered a bid at all. I'm not the typical sorority girl either, so I feel a bit angsty. And since I wouldn't know anyone in any of the houses, should I get letters of rec from local alumnae? I need help!