I NEED HELP. IM BEING PRESSURED.

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im being pressured into joining an asian sorority! but i want to pledge an NPC instead.

i have met many great girls from the NPC sororities. i have told the asian sorority that i did not want to join them because i felt more connected with the other girls. that i wanted the diversity.

they keep calling me racist. ( which i am most definitely not. how can i be racist to my own kind ? ) they told other sororities not to take me in because the only reason i want to mingle with whites is because im a social climber. and that i hate asians, and that i think they are losers because i dont want to join, blah blah blah, etc.

can i not explore other people's cultures & backgrounds ??

what should i do ? am i wrong ??