Can anyone help me?

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I am seeking information about the culture surrounding the Black Greek letter organisations - unfortunately all of the chapters at my school are very small and it is difficult to contact their members - I did try to go through the intake of the particular sorority on which I had my heart set but I am afraid that my lack of knowledge of the culture surrounding BGLOs impacted my acceptance - I am not from the US and do not know much about the organizations save what is on their international websites and the information that I found was common on all the different school websites, I have tried every way I can to portray to these ladies that I am serious about their organization but I am not a very expressive person so I feel like I cannot make them see the way I feel - I am active in community service and have a good GPA and even started going to their events and helping with their community service once I realised that I wanted to be a part of their organization but it still hasn't happened I want the opportunity to join the organization but I feel like my chance will be up before I can show them how much it would mean to me.
Does anyone have any advice or suggestions ,please dont tell me to give up this is something that I do want to become a part of.