Recruitment a second time around?

[tm481823]

Hi! I just finished my first year at a small catholic university and rushed a sorority. Greek life is very small at my school. Greek life is about 13% of a 5,000 student body. There are four sororities at my school. I never imagined being in a sorority but a girl who lived down the hall was rushing and I was very open to the idea of meeting new people and becoming more involved with my school. I went through the recruitment process and I did not know a sole in any of the sororities. I really enjoyed myself and met some great girls. During rush it was announced that this was the largest number of girls rushing in the school's history. I was myself and I thought I bonded with some girls. After the initial weekend of recruitment I was asked back by two of the four sororities to learn about their community efforts. One of the sororities let's call is Blue I was in love with. I clicked with the girl I met at the door right away and we had a great conversation and we learned that we were both swimmers in high school. I had also met some other girls in blue and I really enjoyed their company. I could see myself with them and I thought they were great. The other sorority I was asked back to is red. They were great girls I just couldn't see myself with them. After only getting asked back to the sorority where I could not see myself I dropped out of the recruitment process. I am currently thinking about rushing again in the fall, it is informal recruitment. What are my chances of possibly getting a bid? I will be a sophomore. Honestly I really miss having a large group of friends where everyone is different but we all have the one thing in common. On the other hand the process of being rejected again is not something I would like to go through again but I can handle it. Should I rush again or not? What are my chances?