issues

[AlethiaSi]

ok..so i met this really great guy through a friend of mine from home... (one of those- oh yea- i have a friend in london- you should call him kind of things) and so i imd him one day online- and we started tlaking- we hit it off immediately and before we met- we were on the phone for like 2 hours everynight... and throughout our conversations he would talk about all these trips he's been on- he's going to med school over here- he has a bmw.... (daddy's a doctor) and he blows money like its water... its crazy... but i didn't know that before i started talking to him... so we met last night...and this isn't a big deal- but for one he's the darkest indian man i've ever met in my life lol but he's cute though- so whatever- and he's shorter then me... again.. ok whatever- i'm open to new things- so then he and his friend take me and my friend out for drinks- the first thing he orders is champagne- and its all downhill for that- by the time we stumble to the restaurant- he orders a huge pitcher of strong margharitas- and i'm plastered... we eat dinner and then meet up with two of my other friends... we're all really drunk... which isn't cool b/c i obviously wasnt' intending to get like this... and he starts being really obnoxious- and is like your mean to me- blah blha- like trying to flirt with me- but i ended up just feeling like i was babysitting him- and part of me- was like- wow he's rich- just humor the guy- but most of me was just pissed off that i had to take care of him.... i don't know really what to do- i don't want to take advantage of him... but then again its not hurting right? we get along fantastic- but i don't think i'm attracted to him... ugh i'm so confused! help i need advice! i hope you guys don't think i'm a mooch- or completely superficial- b/c i'm not- but my morals are conflicted and i feel terrible.. i odn't want to lead him on... but i want to keep talking to him sooo i don't know- please help!