I'm so scared and excited to death

[Future9529]

I never knew I could be this excited and scared at the same time!! I will be leaving to school in just about a month and I made up my mind a very long time ago that I will rush. The school that I am going to is a SEC school with a very competitive recruitment process. Up until now I have been very excited but I just found out that other my new roomate and highschool friends have just decided to rush also. While I really am excited for them I am scared that the process will become too competitive. I was hoping that this would be a chance for me to do y own thing. I think it will be best if we don't share too much information about our individual processes because at least for me I want to keep an open mind and I don't want their opinions of each sorority to affect mine and I am also afraid that if they mention to me that they don't like one and I was to get a bid to it I am afriad that it would not make me like it as much. I know it will be hard not to talk about it with them but I think it would be better. I am also afraid that they will want to all put the same preferences which I do not want to to because like I said I am realy to do my own thing. Does anyone else agree?
Also, at first I tried to convince myself that I would just check out the greek life on my campus to meet new people but now after researching the sororities at my school I really really want to be part of it. My worst nightmare is that I will really really like all of the girl but that I won't recieve any invitations back. I have blocked my facebook so none of the current members can pre-judge me and I have recs to about 4 or 5 different sororities but does anyone have any adivce on making a great first impression? Or how to make rush as smooth as possible. I know I should relax but I'm scared