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so here's the deal. I've got a new lil sis and she's totally awesome. She reminds me so much of me, it's freaking hilarious. problem is, she's so much like me that i'm watching her go down the same male-path as i have. Liking the guys i've liked and liking my guy friends. There's one guy in particular that I'm really close to and would date in heartbeat, that likes her. They went out on a date and he thought they hit it off and apparently she just one day said she didn't like him as much as he liked her. Ever since their date, i was holding myself back off of the flirt train (I'm a huge flirt and flirt with all of my guy friends) so that I couldn't be seen as a threat to their "relationship". She said that to him last friday night and last night, I caught myself flirting with him and messing around (not anything BAD, i just was playing with his hair and he had a headache so i let him lay his head in my lap as i rubbed his neck and head trying to help get rid of it) It doesn't really mean anything to me, in that sense, anyways, but when my lil sis asked me today what i did last night, i felt horribly guilty about the whole situation. I mean, she said she didnt think she liked him as much as he liked her, and she had him eating out of her hand and she turned him away, so it's kind of her loss, but i still feel guilty......I don't really know if im asking for advice or what, but I just wanted to get that out there and see what my lovely GCers think.
Thanks!
Mandie
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