Rushing as a Senior?

[rxqueen]

I don't know anything about it, but here is my short story and deliema:

Freshmen year no rushing was allowed at my 1st college
Soph. year: I transfered to a much larger school and didn't know neone so i missed everything
Jr. year: I didn't rush until this new sorority came to campus, i fell in love with them, but didn't accept my bid because I was in a serious realtionship and they guy didn't think it was a good idea. That i know is retarded, but i was also swamped with school and had to work alot so i didn't think i had the time

So i have always wanted to be involved mainly for meeting new people. I am shy but not with people i know. I don't have the best confidence which alot of people think i am crazy for. I love the social events too and volunterring attracts me to sorority life. I like volunteering but lack motivation when its on my own.

the only thing that is holding me back is feeling retarded to be rushing my final year.
does ne one know of people who have done this?
are sororities welcoming to this sort of thing or am i wasting my time.

also i still love the sorority i rushed last year, how likly is it that they can rebid me or do they not do this.....

thanks so much

-Fickle Sr.