not so nice
Okay, I think I need some advice. I want to rush next semester, but I am known as a nice guy. Not just a regular nice guy, but a nice guy to girls, like I'm the one they tell problems too, and think of me as their friend. I know that guys, especailly ones I'm just meeting for the first time, either see this as me moving in on their territory, cuz oftentimes the girls are the guys boyfriends, or that I might be gay. I have nothing agaist being gay but I go to a small college in a small town in a traditionally conservetive state, and if there is a question about that i think it might hurt me. Also, being a theater major doesn't help either. So I guess my question is, how can I be less of a nice, sweetheart guy. I've tried being a jack ass, but it back fired. I felt bad about it and apoligized. So how do I be less of a sweetie? Another thing I think I have working against me is my appearance. I well, to be honest, I look like a hitman. People have told me this. My friends, my teachers, tell me I look like I could work for the mob. One of my best friends in HS told me that when people first meet me, I scare the $hit out of them, but then when they know me i'm a really nice guy. And I can't smile cuz then I look dumb cuz I have dimples. Not just in the normal places, i have a couple that are off to the side and look goofy. Anyway, sorry to vent to everyone, I'm just really anxious about next semester. I really want to get in but i'm worried that I won't.
[This message has been edited by Billy Optimist (edited March 19, 2001).]
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