Lake
I can tell you....THIS is the hard part....but it sounds like (and you know ) that this will happen.
Be secure in that fact and you will become a part of a FABULOUS SISTERHOOD!
I know you want to be initiated tomorrow....just remember how long you've waited and now in only a few weeks time...YOU WILL BE A SISTER....keep that thought
and if you need to talk more feel free to pm me.
gwyn