This is so horrible. I just watched her "Diary" too. I am not a fan, but I was really digging her as a person when I watched the show. I'm really in shock. I JUST found out on MTV like ten seconds ago. I'm sitting here looking at the TV but I still can't believe this. My students are going to be so sad. Things like this really affect them. I'm having such a jumble of thoughts right now. I can't believe this. I really can't. Oh man...
