Well, I was never Helen but I was Stella as a collegiate member. What you should do is grab a copy of the History Book and really read about Helen and truly understand her. Then you might want to research what was going on at Barnard College back in 1896-1897 and what the world was like. I also suggest that you perhaps read over our rituals (let's not talk about that on here!) from the point of view as one of the four founder's writing our words. Just a thought.