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My "what if" has always been, What if my mother and I got along and I did not use rush as a way of moving out of the house a week earlier than scheduled? I don't think I would have ever gone through rush as I had zero self confidence thanks to my mother who told me for years I couldn't do anything right. I have never had a "what if" about my house as I only planned to stay in rush until KD dropped me and then I would drop out completely. In order to stay in the dorms during rush, you were required to attend all the first day parties. After that, if you dropped out you could stay in the dorm until your dorm opend up the following week. KD was the first house I visited and I really like them, but having zero self confidence, I left them telling myself that they were really nice, but I bet all the houses come across like that. By the end of the day I realized I only liked KD. I stayed in rush, attended every party I was invited to (I always had a a full invite list which also amazed me) and gave every other house an honest looking at, but every night I always knew it was either KD or nothing. At one time, my rush roommate tried to tell me why KD was not as good a house as KAT and Alpha Phi which were her top houses. Neither of them carried me and neither of them were my fit. The day I received my bid, I think I was screaming louder than anyone in the room.
Now I have to get ready to go over to a sister's house to work on baskets for a silent auction we are having at our major fund raiser, see, I am the President of my AA for KD and just as happy now as I was all those eons ago when I first walked into the KD house.
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