OH MY GOSH...
You are totally on the same wavelength as me. I have been going through a period where I want a change. One night I called my best friend bawling because I knew there was something missing in my life, but I couldn't put my finger on it. To make a long story short, I decided I wanted to change a lot of things in my life; things that weren't necessarily bad, but just things for the better.
More recently I've had this desire to move...away. I'm moving out again, which is good, but I've been thinking of moving out of the state as well.
Worse yet, I still have another year and a half left of school, and I absolutely CANNOT wait to start a career and be independant and just be able to do all those things I want to do now...but can't.
What I recommend doing is going to Barnes and Noble and buying this series called the Girlfriend Series. My friend got this book in the series that talks about surviving your 20s. I am still looking for it myself, but I'll let ya know what the full title is.
Just know that it's not unusual, and as you get a little older you'll see things more differently.
Hootie
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If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is "God is crying." And if he asks why God is crying, another cute thing to tell him is "Probably because of something you did." Jack Handy
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