I want to thank everyone for all of your suggestions and comments. The comments about leave STL made me laugh so hard.

But that is my home so I can't leave just yet. And I do love all of my friends with all of my heart. I was kind of the only child, I had brothers and sisters but I was the only kid in the house, and to me they were the closest things to sisters I have ever known. My friends are apart of my family, just like I am apart of theirs.
I have lots of other people that I converse with off and on, but I know they are not my friends. I don't even want a truck load of friends. Because I know a lot of the girls at my college are shady and they will stab you in the back as soon as you let them. There is a bigger reason why I began this thread but I would prefer to PM someone about it. Preferably someone in a sorority that is older than me, I am 20. So if anyone is available please let me know.
I am also so happy that I started this thread because I can see I helped others who have the same problem as me. Thanks everyone.