[PM_Mama00]

Originally posted by winneythepooh7
It's really really REALLY hard to just cut all ties with someone we feel comfortable with, attracted to and have history with. But you can do it. I know that sounds easier said then done, but trust me, I've been there. And it does feel really good to look back months later and think "What the HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL was I thinking with him?!" I still get random calls from my ex-who-I-thought-was-the-one and spent like close to four months crying over at times. Now I have absolutely nothing to talk about with him anymore and feel like I am finally in control of the situation, and not him anymore. Good luck!!!! I know it sucks but you can do it!!!!

That's me. It's been 10 years with him, or 11, I duno it's been so long. I can't wait to get to the point where I can ask "What the hell was I thinking?" I mean I have now, but not truly. There's still something there for him. Argh frustrating.

Dee--- I haven't read that much into the book yet but I wish I woulda read that part. Sounds like I'm sooo the shirt.