My problem is that I dont think ANY guys are interested in me. I dont know why, but okay... I am a flirt, which just comes naturally to me, and some people flirt back... Oh I dont know, Im just confused tonite... tired and confused... and lonely... the only super good thing in the way of my 'love life' that happened tonite was my best friend's ex who I used to hate, and now were friends... came up to me and said "You look really beautiful right now, I mean it, Im not being sarcastic..." (there I am with my hair in a 'gibson girl' and my stage makeup on...) and hes not hitting on me, cos he thinks he has found the 'one' and shes really nice... but eh... leave it up to my luck that HE is the one who thinks Im beautiful!
OHHHH here we go, theres this guy who used to date my sister, or as my mom puts it, they were friends, they didnt go out much... well he and I went on a few dates, and had fun... and during the show hes hitting on a 17, 18? year old who just graduated... now hes about 22 or 23... he is a play me thinks... cos well he will be on the one side of the stage and putting his arms around me and stuff and then goes over to her... and does the same, He ignores me when shes around, yet, he'll sit there and make eyes at me all the time... on top of this- I think she thinks shes something wonderful cos he pays attn to her.... dont get me wrong shes really really nice... but...
-sigh- this crap always happens to me
Im going to be 89 years old living in a house with 50 cats and all the kids in the neighborhood will think Im a witch.
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