ok..go to the Rush events, you will never know what would have happened if you dont go..right? And you know..its is SO much better to know then to never have known at all. Then, you will REALLY see whether or not the organization will make you happy. Because if you feel uncomfortable, and no matter how bad you want to be in there, you should not be in something that makes you feel unwanted. Being in a sorority is one thing, and enjoying the whole experience is another. Good luck, and let us know how it is!!!!!