Hmm slightly confused because I wasnt sure if I had actually done it at all....looking back, I obviously hadnt "technically" (because I was young and the guy had no clue what he was doing) but since I spent so much time thinking I had done it, the first time i ACTUALLY lost it, it didnt feel like the first time. So I kind of feel like I was cheated out of that "first time" feeling!
Does any of that make sense?? Haha
