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Originally posted by Rain Man
I have taken risks and changed, but nothing came of it; I was just a "weird nerdy boy with a nice haircut". My mentality is, "If you don't like me now, why should I change for the sake of illusionary pipe dreams that you will like me later?"
True change comes from within, not from without
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But when you feel somewhat bad about something (maybe you don't, ever), you can start from the outside eventually working it in...
Or beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
Well, maybe there are some sistahs that do like brotha's hair permed out... Panties do get thrown at Snoop... He perms his hair constantly...
But you said it, not me... Ladies outta like you from within... Do you really believe that's true? Just asking...
Because, I think you swingin' for the high falluntin' girls... And they have no brains because it went into their boob implants, and their turn around time is quick--they've got 5 years, tops, then it's on with the newest and latest...
It's not that I think you really truly WANT one of them... You could buy a blow up doll for that. And if you pay $20 in the "tittie bar", you can have a "lap dance" for about 5 minutes--so I've heard that is the going rate these days. But, you are a man and you have certain "needs", and any self-respecting man would like some arm "jewelry"...
What you really want is a "tight, powerhouse sistah" (based on what you've said)... And what I am telling you is you are going to have to up your game a notch or two... The easiest is to change your outsides, because I really don't think you need to change your insides--you are fine in that department... It is your outsides--UNRELATED TO YOUR HEIGHT!!! Permed out hair isn't the problem either... So I don't think it's that...
I think it is the male sexiness that you have not mastered, yet... What can I say? Other guys of GC have a bit of it... Like James, probably... Cashmoney is uber-male sexy--gets panties thrown at him all the time--way out in cyberspace... Even Rudey, with his little punk ass sometimes comes out saying sexy things... I think its mis-queueing--you are not on the same vibe, yet... You just need a woman to put you on the right vibe. This woman will not be your wife--she can't... But the next one will be... I may be off in 1 or 2 relationships. But I think you need a "vibrator"...
