hey newbie what's up???
nothing much going on here. just been busy w/ work n stuff. man, work is really tiring....anyway i need advice (again,lol) that's why i brought this back up. u know that blind date dude? well i finally went out w/ him on last week and sure, i had a great time and he was a nice guy and all, but he was just toooo nice. meaning he won't even disagree w/ me, its like he doesnt have his own opinions. sometimes he uses the same adjectives i have, like for example "the movie was alright" and he would say " yeah it was alright for me too"...i dunno, maybe im doing the comparing-to-the-ex thing coz im used to having friendly debates or at least lively discussions w/ my ex. i mean, its like, even if u agree w/ my opinion on the movie, at lesat say something else about it, ya know? my friends told him that i should at least give him a chance though and so we're going out again sometime this week, and i swear, if things don't change...then ill like move on. was i being unfair though?
by the way, have u talked to your boyfriend lately?
And then...my ex is on vacation right now in MN for two weeks. He goes visit this family which is friends with his family every summer. He drove there alone, and the thing is, the daughter of that family, has had a crush on him couple years ago and although back then my ex didn't like her that way, they remained like friends, and u know, a la Dawson's Creek, there's this kind of sexual tension/attraction whatever eveyrtime u guys see each other? So its safe to say that's the case. On my boyfriend's last night at work before leaving, he told me how excited he was to go on vacation , and also about seeing Tina. He even added "you have no idea how awesome that is". Yeah a**hole i think i do. uggghhh!!! im trying not to let it bother me at all as Im trying to move on but that lil comment of his pissed me off and got me really down. I guess u can say im still jealous...even though it's highly unlikely that my ex would come home w/ a long distance romance under his belt (he's gonna be gone for 2 wks anyway), what if something happens between him and her while he was over there? my friends just say i was being crazy...
Then i was so mad that I called nick (thenew guy) the very next day and that's how i made plans w/ him. now i know i am being unfair to nick too, but what's a girl to do?
Sorry this got too long....whatever advice u can give me, ill greatly appreciate it! xoxo