ahh, i'm really sorry, gammazetagrl...but i'm actually on my way out now for dinner....
i will hopefully be able to write you a nice long email in the next few days!!!! so sorry for the delay
and also--keep your head up sweetheart!!! i know what it feels like...and BTW, that crush thing sometimes is full of B.S.!!! (Solmetimes there was even no crush involved, just advertisting hoax! Do a search on GC, there was a thread about this Crush thingey in the Chit Chat forum!!!)
So sorry that I don't have time to write you back!!!! But, KEEP YOUR HEAD UP...you Are SOOO AWESOME....and i know that you WILL heal soon, very soon!!!