dont worry about it newbie! lol we can keep talking here if ya want...
I enjoy our lil Greek community of GC, makes me so fuzzy and warm... ;D
okay, i dunno if this sounds dumb or whatever but i was talking to him (my ex)on our ride on way to work. he said he has a "secret admirer"...i was like, huh? and it turns out that he got an email from one of those "secret crush sites" that they advertise in the backs of teen magazines (like ecrush or something). i didnt know how they worked, but he said he thinks its like, a girl sends the site an email about her crush and she gives them the email addy of the guy and the site sends the letter...or something like that. he doesnt know who the sender was though. of course, it wasn't from ME, but yeah i felt the pangs of jealousy, even though i didn't want to...i guess it's good that he still trusts me and thinks of me as a good of a friend enough to tell me these things, and i feel really guilty for thinking, "DAMMIT don't tell me these things!"...uuugggh i dont wanna feel this way but i guess it DOES take time. I didn't know I still had such feelings for him (coz all along I thought I was okay about breaking up right?)until he brought this up. I just put up a front of teasing him about it like a friend would do but inside i was like a mixture of "grrr" and *sigh*....oh well...what do u think? =)
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you think of the greatest topics!!! i love asnwering to your posts.