dear newbie
hi!!! about his stuff, i asked him about it but he didn't want them back, and actually said he didn't want me to take back my own stuff either! so i did the box thing that u did too. I put away all the stuff he gave me as well, put it in a shoebox and tried to put it in a corner of my room, where i could still see it. since it was in the early stages of our breakup i would still then open the box and seeing the contents would make me cry. so i decided to hide it too (i contemplated throwing it out/burning them but i thought that would be too extreme)so i put it in the basement and i opened it when i am ready and wouldn't cry anymore. Nowadays I look in it and smile now because the happy memories surface and not the fact that he decided to end it *sigh*
Yes, I admit I still give a d*** about him and stuff he does, and I try not to as much as possible. Like the other day these teenyboppers came to our work and started flirting w/ him! (of course our co workers laughed when they saw the jealous/baffled expression on my face).Im getting used to the fact that we're simply friends now and so far so good. the real challenge will come when we both return to our schools and in a way i would feel sad again coz it will seem as if im losing him all over again (although to a lesser extent). it reminds me of this old song "everytime u go away, u take a piece of me with you"...ahhh so true!!!! and of course, he will always be in my heart
anyway at blockbuster employees get five free rentals a week. hard is it to believe there's so many movies i wanna watch that it's still not enough lol...
Hey newbie, if ya wanna email me anytime it's princess_chunli@hotmail.com..and on AIM my sn is Ms Liz Parker.
Thanks so much for your advice and great help!!!I enjoy talking to you too!!!
Fraternally,
Cami