I really wish that they'd just have given me chapters to contact directly or some sort of a lead, but instead I got a completely impersonal "try FV'ing" pamphlet from International's in the mail this week.
*sigh*
I honestly have no desire to attempt a FV. I don't have the energy to start a chapter from scratch. I have no friends who are interested, and my town is not one that really would be accessible to find new members (we don't have a lot of the things people recommend-- a YMCA, and I don't belong to a church or other organization-- which is why I wanted to join BSP in the first place).
I guess it's just meant to be...
