AlphaSig,
I had a similar feeling for a while. I'm at home, in a town that I hate, with parents I don't really get along with, can't find a job (believe me, NO STONE has been unturned), no car, my boyfriend lives pretty far away, and I don't socialize with former friends from high school. I felt like a loser for going back to such a sh*t town, and not having anything to do here. I don't know what happened, but last week, after 6 weeks of feeling like I was WORTHLESS, that there was absolutely NOTHING for me in this world, things got better for me.
Even though you don't think they will, things will get better. It might take going to see someone with that sort of help, it might take talking with a friend about it. Hang in there, because things do get better. It may not seem like it now...but really, they do. Do the things that make you happy, if you want to go to DQ by yourself, go, and I promise things will be much better.
Hang in there!
