Newbie is right, if you start pretending you feel great, you actually will...think of it like method acting, really get into the role.
I always thought about changing schools when things got me down. It's like mentally running away from your problems. The thing is, don't define yourself by the way others treat you. There are a lot of jerks in this world and usually, they have as many issues to deal with as the rest of us. If they didn't, they wouldn't be jerks. The really neat thing about GC is- when you are an unseen, unknown entity, your true self comes through. I can tell you are down on your self from a few of your posts. I(and other) also see the kind, gentle soul you have. You express yourself in an intelligent way and the emotion almost jumps off the page. What a talent! Have no doubt, you will meet some-
one who will value this quality, That's the prize and it's well worth waiting for.
YOU HAVE TO KISS A LOT OF FROGS BEFORE YOU FIND YOUR PRINCE!
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