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I've been thinking a lot about it lately.
Yes, I want to be married. But the steps necessary to get to that level of intimacy scare the living isht outta me....I can't imagine trusting someone to love and care about me that much that I can let them into my life and soul that deeply...I want to, though....I have just been hurt too much (by life, not just by men) that I fear letting someone in that deeply. I'm even having trouble with my SO now...I don't share a lot because I feel he won't care. I won't give anyone the chance to hurt me....
I want it but am too afraid...
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