[SapphireSphinx9]

i understand where this girl is coming from... (although my mom took it in a totally opposite way than her mom "would.") i still feel really guilty for loosing my virginity! and i believe that i should have waited, like i wanted to… but since i didn't, my rational is: hey, it's already gone, so why not do what you like???

yes, it's hypocritical... and that's one reason why i decided to step back from my religion - i relate my situation to how the amish have rumspringa. i will eventually go back to practicing, but not until i feel like i'm not a hypocrite anymore. (which will most likely be after i'm married)

does that make any sense?